i dont know what the hell is happening to me today. felt very restless this morning at work. was so sleepy before lunch. keep yawning away. but after lunch break, came back office, lady boss asked me to print reports. i just made a little mistake like just leaving out a line then she asked me to reprint all. why need to be so nice? it's not that obvious right. irritating women.

dar called me and said that he might be going to taiwan for his ROC. just dont know why i had a suddenly feeling of unsecure. i dont mind him going as this is part of the army. he has missed a chance because of me. now, there's another chance for him and i hope him to go too as i know that he wanted to go badly. i've no choice too right?

i'll just be missing him badly that's for sure! sigh. anyway, mummy's in plane now heading to bangkok. she just went last 2 weeks and now she flying again. dar will be coming home to accompany me throughout these days. mummy will be coming back on saturday evening. i've to do all those chores again. duh.

but it's okay. as long as what i do, mummy will be happy, i'm willing to do. thinking back to the past, i've really treated her badly as in not respecting her etc. sigh. remorseful; regretted. i'm trying to change myself for the better.

alright, going off from office now. waiting for dar at home. i miss him ~

♥ Little brother; Marcus.
♥ Husband.
♥ Baby Janessa.
♥ iPhone.
♥ Web Designing.
♥ Cam-whoring.
♥ My Pink Digicam.
♥ Shopping.
♥ Playing Online Games.

Baby girl's arrival.
Baby girl to be healthy.
iPhone.
Quit smoking.
Birthday trip to Phuket! <3.
Hair to grow longer.
Burberry small check tote bag.
Go overseas.
Pink Canon IXUS 80 IS
Diploma course
Diploma certificate